[EPILOGUE OPTION TWO: FIGHT IT]
The weeks following that night are kind of a blur. I think I tried nearly every position two people can have sex in–and three, and, yes, four. Sometimes I didn’t even know how many. I stopped showing up to classes–nearly failed, even. I got blackout drunk more than I care to remember, ended up with tattoos and piercings I couldn’t explain. But I couldn’t get that voice out of my head: Daryl, mocking me, teasing me about the cocks I took in every orifice. Eventually, I decided enough was enough. I bought two wardrobes: One full of proper, respectfully modest clothes for everyday use and one full of the slutties rags I could find. I attended classes, almost always with a vibrator in me, usually giving the remote to a fellow student. I started six different dating app profiles with fake names, each demanding quick, passionate sex, so I could get laid twice every night of the week, minimum. I even started studying, usually in the ...